I have an $800 Kross Korg synth I don't need, I want to sell.

Another expensive object, a Neumann microphone, I don't need. It's worth about $500 used.

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From all the jobs, and christmas's, I added up a lot of studio equipment over the years.

Leonardo Da Vinci coined the term, "The Law of Attraction."

Though, I think since Greek times this idea existed also with many philosophers, and was not necessarily invented by him alone.

A mere profiteer off the idea, "he always had what he truly needed." -- like a matter of balance and alchemy, throwing out the rest.

I tried to maneuver around my messy studio for a while, with cables all over the floor, and a lot of weed on the table, until I read at least three books on feng shui, and started to organize my room into a holistic unit of spiritual and mechanical power.

The studio monitors were massive, and had to be slid across the floor, or only carried when I was strong enough.

They were together, with the bass, probably a 1000 watt system.

I also purchased a 1,000 watt speaker around this time, and didn't know why.

I got hemetite rings in the mail, and I realized, that "if I want to be into magic" ..... "I need to confess."

So, in little bytes, and well-wishing remarks, I would tell my mother, "for my beliefs." "for my spirituality" on purpose, each time I asked for a new box of candles or figurines, and she would buy them for me.

I remember buying a 100-full box of black figurines once, and I burned them all down to the metal

It takes about ten figurines to defend yourself, or kill someone with hexing (if you are good enough at it). I even released videos on Instagram about how magic, in the use of figurines can go both ways -- "for communication. Or for death." -- yet, on Amazon, they are only advertised as "hoodoo candles." It's hilarious.

I don't really practice vodun, to be honest, but I could.

I like to do real magic, if it still exists.

With alchemy, technology, and only one candle a week (on the weekends usually) and balance my alchemy.

Things I still want:


- A very good plastic microphone, because the mids of my voice "sing well" when I use a plastic mic.

- A lot of the new CD's I've been seeing coming out

- A good Spring :)

- To see the ocean every day

- More headphones

- To be more honest with people

- To keep teaching tai chi

- To get a good healthy six-pack again

- To find the right girlfriend

- To stay in the NSA (for life)

- TO continue to protect you, people, or anyone, no matter who hates me.



- Brendan