The Spiritual Repression Caused By American Hospitals ----------------------------------------------------- "In the ideology of a heretic is the lie. Or the coveting of His own power." A Freemason, Skulls member, wife of such or a bad witch is not unlikely from the possibility "from the dark possibility" of someone such as K. Marie (DDP) or another doctor (Mary Lynn) who work at the adjacent hospital in Brewer, near Bangor, ME. Maine is a witch-oriented state, I have to say, that mostly keeps its power to itself, but I am writing this article because I already know that spiritual repression goes on so much in the hospital system, that people are not respected in the least bit for their spiritual values by the nurses and staff. Doctors may frown on "grandiosity" but nowadays, in Maine, "any spiritual belief" is a red flag to the workers in Maine -- Why this is, is likely for a much stranger reason than can be written about or proven, anymore than shown through a sick design of their own. Since "telepathy" is disavowed-from in the logic of most Americans, even though intuitive experiences are commonplace writing in psychic books throughout America, this is not so in the hospital system where yet a "hand-out" from hospital staff still paradoxifies their own beliefs in what they attribute to "right for patients" when for a "self-help technique" there is a statement in the spiritual section states to "ask help from / or reach out to your spiritual guardian," -- which is a strange thing to say when "voices in your head" are frowned upon by doctors, to tell patients to "reach out to an angel" at the same time .. In the state of such a confused style of virtues, "where is science..?" you might ask. As a songwriter, and meditation expert, I would call for a "vibrational theory" if anything to prove the need for such an overt need to be aware of the thoughts of patients at hospitals. The real spiritual repression in hospitals is maybe how a use of the government-grade "synthetic" styles of monitoring may go on, on a psychotronic level, since NBC news released its initial report on how the Army is capable of synthetic telepathy, and has ways of doing this using a mere helmet, or earpiece. I noticed there was usually at least one staff at a time, who seemed overtly aware of certain patients activities. While in the hospital, a med nurse who called herself "Baddie Pattie" was about 24 years old, and had a cute ass, that "spent more time" with some male patients than others. In an astral image, so to speak, I think she "gets off" to the ones she can't talk to, like myself .. and when I also refused sex from the med nurse, in essence, since she flirted excessively, and drew me in to various mental traps, I was already angry about my ex-girlfriend, and already was in the system due to heartbreak, and needed none of it. Though I can "put up with sex" with some girls I don't want to have sex with, I had two, or maybe three astral projection dreams while at the hospital, to experience the other, older med nurse, who put her hands on my body, in the dream, and in essence got involved in my psychic mind, so that I was persuaded to be "more obedient" maybe. The "true need" for psychic development in the world is not meant just for sex, and in spite of how a hospital system might evolve to think of this as a form of healing, I never intended such dreams, or would have wanted them to have taken place, normally, though I always thought "SHOWTIME" was cool. The idea expressed in Maine hospitals that might even be called the same style of corruption as hospital prostitutes, or something along these lines, is so spiritually demeaning, it gave nurses, and CNA staff "easy permission" to defame or make fun of the patient, after such dreams had occurred. My own spiritual development, when it comes to how I astrally project is above and beyond what most people might think, and the other missing part of the equation might mean that the hospital wants to study "psychic power" as well as sex, using sadomasochistic means to abuse a patient merely for their own enjoyment, since Kim didn't exactly respect me much either, which is the other name that Pattie used, when she talked to me. Names were changed a lot, and even the charge nurse at Acadia lied about her own name, and I've seen her in porn videos on Pornhub.com previous to the hospital, already. I've connected, many times, with females in a psychic way, on my own, without the help of a hospital or system, and for me, this is a relief, and healing technique based more on relaxation than any need to medicate. I also can astral project using movies, books, and photographs, at times, in a much more powerful way than the hospital is capable of. What I am finding is, that the spiritual degradation of the hospital is worse and worse over the years, and for whatever reason the entire system was very opposed to me, for "being myself" as opposed to fitting into the mold of their weird going-ons, because even though provoked at times, I thought the nurses and CNA's behavior was stupid, and kind of blatantly over-the-top, and I made fun of them a lot, speaking through doors, in redneck accents, and making mentions to "witches" constantly while at the hospital. In the end, I am still telekinetic, and can still slide a crystal across a black cell-phone. I can still astral project, and their demoralization and spiritual repression never really got to me in particular. I hope if this type of behavior is ever forced on you, or anyone else, at whatever age you are, that you are also able to effectively stand up for yourself. This one goes out to you, "Heather." Though I retain my power, and identity and beliefs, I have to say, it was really creepy, and repressing at times, to have to deal with such abusive staff, and I felt demoralized, from time to time, in a very sick and demeaning way. This all took place in the hospitals in Maine, Northern Light (Acadia) hospital in Brewer, and Dorothea Dix, in Bangor, ME.