It's not that I need to express the need itself, but I "know" that in the future, our virtual world will make up a lot of our expressions real or not, so strangely the news is becoming more enmeshed with a focus on internet-related problems in the world. I know that people want to hear something cool sometimes, from me, maybe, but I know that delusion is only an influence, in the end, I just "get" from some idiots who want to draw the beast out of me. I don't get colds. I don't get sick -- never the flu, or anything. For at least ten years, now. I just don't get sick. I remember once, in Japan, while sleeping beside Rumi, I thought to myself, the affirmation "My Body Is Strong" for 100 times, layered with the thought "my mind is strong" at the sublayer as I thought this, I went for the infinite feeling as to slide into sleep while thinking the affirmation. I had no nasal congestion or symptoms the next day. I once later wrote a song, I have had to give up on obsessing over, because we are essentially not just "things that heal ourselves with things" -- we "heal ourselves" -- I wrote this "How To Get Over A Cold" But it is actually kind of melodramatic in a way. I don't get much out of negative thinking, so I can easily oppose the thoughts of such kind. I really am pretty strong. I've destroyed all consequence, only to create a higher consequence for anyone who bothers me too much, on the level of hatred or discrimination, And I also have healed myself of many different problems I had with my body, using exercise and medicine alone. I don't need much, other than my friends. And since I am so healthy, I know that i will survive anything. That is why I have no fear about my health or the future. Because I am now so strong.