R__


I just watched an episode of Cops.

It was featuring one of my friends, R__ who was arrested for falling asleep drunk leaving his grandchildren unattended to.

He behaved the same way, but what I most remember is the slight satisfaction in his voice, when he even told the arresting officers, "My grandchildren." Sedated, and drunk.

He just doesn't care.

All he knows is what he loves.

R__ got arrested, and stood tall to the cruiser, all the way there.

I heard he spent 20 to 25 days in jail.

He never talks about why he was arrested,

But I watched "Cops" this morning on Youtube, and I know how good of a man he is now.

In spite of his "crime" -- the kids were fine, and he was just passed out drunk.

It wasn't that big of a crime.

Sorry, but I was able to take care of myself when I was a kid.

R__'s a real mean motherfucker, but deep down he's the sweetest man.

No, this is not "homoerotic" -- to say so -- I remember those moments.

High on meth (crystal meth) with R__ and my two other friends, the four of us just baked out of our minds.

Nothing bothered us.

Nothing at all.

Nothing bothered us in the whole world.

Nothing.


- BLS