Probably The Most Violent Thing I've Ever Done:
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Christ was a carpenter. He had strong hands.

It has been argued, was Christ crucified through the "wrists" or through the bare flesh of his palms.

In my concept, he was hung on the stakes by his hands.

To torture him even worse.

Once, under the influence of LSD, someone named Ben Sawyer was trying to hand-rape me (fondel me), so I punched out a window,

And gashed my hand in the glass,

And ended up with seven stitches in my left palm.

They had a catheter in my dick on the ambulance ride, but it was still better than being raped by that stupid faggot.

The scar is still in the middle of my left palm, and scares everyone I show it to.

I was molested by my own mother and father.

I have been "touched" and mishandled by both women and men my entire life.

And I'm glad I cut the shit out of my hand that day.

It felt good to tell the doctor, "I was on drugs."

When I was totally willing to kill myself to get away from that faggot.

A little bit to the left, and it would've been my wrist.



BLS