My Sound Mind Over The Temper ------------------------------- We all work so hard to prove ourselves in America -- or in the world. And we do this with a limited sense. We stare on, as though every step is merely a visual one. That visuality to life loses itself when you listen more, but what is wrong with listening nowadays..? The transistic, and false-new, new-false recognizer system we've all got built into our brains ..? We study with a mental, self-acruity of our own. We "view ourselves" so peeringly, in the world .. we also view so harshly into our own lens. Why we need to see, when all we need is the energy itself put into sight .. The imagination was once only the right-brain hemisphere. Now, it is microtubules, green, red, orange, or grey, and we are all strangely staring each-other so coldly into the other's face based on the nerves alone. What's the problem..? Something wrong with what you see, or do you need to "stare" it up a step, and let me seen where the blooming melanin-cracked pores of what you have need to look next..? I'm sure that in your "eyes" are the most powerful features of the human enigmastrata of weirdness in how we are human already, since this is a through-point, but seriously and why do some people look, and not think, or listen so much..? What happened to just using your mind..? The eyes can be abusive, and we are not meant to stare so much .. The a-necessary way a person might contramind themselves from another way of saying nevermind, we see no false gesture in lying also, sometimes, just because, "It's all a show..!" to some of us. Why reality is just a show is because YOU csn't keep up with Natasha Kardashian. Do you even know that there is a Natasha Kardashian..? Or who Natasha Kardashian is ..? I am not a liar. I am nothing close to this generation of the human diagnosis system of human insults. I am not a fool, but I am bastardlike, and I am not a bastard at the same time. Because "I don't always need to be one." Like a lot of you entirely hive-mind-retard versions of yourselves, special when you are unique. And judgmental when you are not one person. When, I wonder, When you judge the things you uniquely judge in a mass conflict with reality -- in a group together idiotic beliefs because of one bad leader, but does no one remember Caligula, Osiris, or Nero..? How about Claudius..? The King of Scotland..? I am sorry, but no one remembers medieval times. The problem with your memory is stuck in the eyes. There is no need to go back there. You need to stay in the present, and remember that "just because time is malleable" doesn't mean a time traveler is malleable. Think beyond the thought, and stop tripping over your own self-dug ditches and look "at me" -- don't look "for me." Use "words" not "pictures" in your file on human reality, because it all rests in the memory, in reality, the life-tape of our past and present cognate awareness. I am a nice person, and in spite of how I look to you, I am always the same Brendan Lee -=- "S." I have always been. And will be..? From countless incarnations I can myself clearly recognize in the face, I know I am of God. Yet, I stay the same, because I always knew I was special, and unique. So, I never had a problem. I honestly never really had a problem with the abuse of the senses. I am of nature, and I am of the existential present of your own and my own sense in this long-lasting mortal life. I've made music since I was thirteen. I have no fear of the future, and THIS IS NOT MY MANIFESTO. It's just how I am. BLS