I mean, that when I say certain things I know the truth.

AMERICA is a self-abusive nation, sure, but I still commit to adultury, and other forms of corruption like drugs all the time.

In fact, I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be "found out."

The tragic absurdity of being a cop who does drugs, were I such a cop, would be even worse a travesty.

Awful, also, is that many police and government workers are hiding that they are heretical in motion.

My own dis-ease is feeding off of itself, at times, only made worse by the dis-ease of others.

Tragically I commit to the corruption nonetheless.

I find that sickness is helpful sometimes.

The sleep, I get, is fine.

At least...................................................

Though I have (now) killed fifty men,

And I may look bad in a photograph,

Let me spite you by letting you know that I so enjoy the pain.


BLS