The Work I Do

by Brendan Lee Sprague


The Work I Do / And Have Done

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Virtual Actor For Hollywood (Unproven)

Production Influencer / Social Engineer of the Music Industry (Easily Seeable)

Website designer

Programmer

Novice hacker

Pro Hacker Defense Expert

Investigator

Good at finding out shit.

My latest revenue, if it is much, has mostly arrived from the meditations and tones I sell.

My music is usually the same songs that sell, but going through the list of sales, I am always pleased to see what songs people really like, when they are songs I like also.

I make music to feel good.

If I get paid, I've done a good job.

I also make music for empowerment, and personal empowerment that I feel is required for me to live happily.

With the way I am, I need to make music in order to function, pretty much.


I make a quick track and feel better, and it's as simple as that.

As far as social engineering, I've always meant to keep this on the creative side.

I never was intentionally influencing networks, or trying to destroy them.

Although I have destroyed networks -- that doesn't mean I wanted to.

I am not directly associated with the government, I repeat.

And the NSA has claimed to have reinstated my invisible badge, since my recovery.

I have no need to prove this.

My unmarked vans are your unmarked vans.

We're all in this together.

They just drive in front of me all the time.

And I just escaped from my group home, to go home for four days, to write all of these articles, because mysteriously (though I don't have COVID) I was under a terrible drinking spell, and was able to go home to deal with the hangover, and not have to stay at my COVID-infected group home .... so somehow, the virus saved me from certain awful and humiliating and debilitating alcohol-pain. And I am now home, sober, and feeling much better in spirit. I don't see myself going off the wagon any time soon, and I desire to hit up A.A. or N,A, meetings, since I've crossed the line into hard drugs, I deserve help from both services / groups of people.

My recovery has gotten in the way of my work, and I am kind of slowed down.

I want to be a project-oriented person, and this is how I will truly recover.

(From alcohol and meth)

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I need to make more music, write more programs, keep my writing meaningful, and continue to add / contribute to the internet on a daily basis, and to the world, to keep my sense of the matrix real, and an internet I can deal with.

A programmed internet, to my liking, with an algorithm based on music, and only cool videos for me, and me alone.

Because this is my reality.

And I deserve a good life, while I am doing so much on a quiet level to help as many people as humanly possible, with merely a guitar, a little science, and my laptops.