Lightning * Fire
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I have two things to offer the world.

One is justice, and the other is love.

I also am a scientist, who is both revered and hated by other geneticists, scientists, and even some physicists.

I  have theories that question a lot of things,

And I always write poetically for effect.

I don't doubt my style, and I write meaningfully because I choose to.

Recently I've posted articles unvieling somewhat of my darker side, to confess, or to heal myself, through some need for vindication.

When you have to, and you're "forced to fight" (but you don't want to) and a lot of things happen afterward,

That subduement of your enemy, c a n cause tears in your own eyes.

Even if they deserve it .. even if they are in need of their own damnation.

Even if they already know that they are damned.

I feel terrible having to do some of the things I do,

And now that it becomes so easy -- and I am still searching for "the perfect way to do my job" -- I find more tears in my own eyes than ever, as many tears in the eyes I have caused others to have.

I cry a lot for the pain I've caused others, and I want to heal from everything some day.


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With force, and sometimes only a ginger push, I have done a lot to protect America, while on a personal bent towards some people who attempted to bring me down over the years ......

I've subdued -- in the form of exploitation, nullification, violence prevention, full-form assault, and all forms of self-defense to prevent this country from getting worse from violence.

I'm not done.

And maybe that is what tortures me the most.



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